"And It Always Seems Those Little Things They Take the Biggest Part of Me"

*Warning* This post may seem whiny to some. I tried to make it a little less so, but let's face it, I'm being a bit of a baby right now... Just a warning.

This has been a super long month for me. Between the constant back-of-my-mind-nagging of wedding worry, a cat mess with our apt complex, some work drama and the extremely sudden loss of Chiquita, I thought I was too emotionally exhausted to even cry... And then I watched P.S. I Love You.

I didn't plan on watching it but it was on TV and there wasn't much else on and it's been a while since I've seen it so I turned it on. Not surprisingly, I cried. What is surprising is the AMOUNT I cried and that I'm still crying intermittently at random, stupid things. I seriously just got all teary-eyed watching The Best Thing I Ever Ate. I'm watching FOOD NETWORK and getting teary!

See, it's not all the big stresses that are getting to me right now. Yes, there's still work drama, yes, there's still wedding worry and, yes, I lost someone I really respected this week. But really, all the little things in life have piled on as well and it's just coming out: stupid arguments, stupid customers, stupid cars, stupid money worries, stupid everything. So tonight I guess I'm having a few good cries and I'll probably feel better for it in the long run.